Sunday, July 9, 2017

18 Weeks /// \ 4 Months!

 *Update*  Thank you all so much for being patient with me!  The last few days have been an adjustment and I'm working hard to keep myself busy; basically to distract myself for now.  I'm surprised with how well I'm handling things, but I'm fully aware emotionally-hard days are up ahead.

We're officially four months pregnant!  Sadly, today is the last day we get to spend together before Trevor ships out tomorrow.  It's been a good day, we had lunch with his brother Dustin and my sister-in-law/BFF Anna, and then we took a few pictures together as our own little maternity shoot.  My baby bump is noticeable now, well at least to us.  I'm sure those that don't know me would just assume I'm pudgy!  Praising God the baby has been active enough for Trevor to feel him move and kick... a lot!  While resting his hand on my belly he has felt the baby directly kick his palm!  Makes me so happy that my husband has experienced our baby in this way.

As mentioned, Trevor and I selected a name for this little babe.  All-in-all, we've been holding onto this name for about a year and God has given us little indications along the way that this is our son's name.

Are you curious as to what it is?  I love name reveals!  Hope you enjoy.  :)


So here's the backstory.

About 5 years ago when we first moved to Colorado, in my alone time with God I expressed how excited I was to someday become a mommy, God-willing.  In that moment I felt the Lord respond that we would find our son's name in His Holy love letter; the bible.  Up to that point we had a few names we liked, none of which were biblical.  After that event I started searching through the bible just to look for names for our future son, haha, but none really stood out.  Looking back, it's interesting that the Lord indicated we would have a son, at the time I didn't assume we would have a boy first.

Fast-forward to Christmastime a few years later, Trevor and I read chapter 2 of the book of Luke, as per a tradition we started while dating.  Reading that passage and imagining the depth of the angelic announcement of the Messiah's birth, the fulfillment of Old Testament prophecy, the beauty of our Savior humbly wrapped in swaddling clothes being worshiped by faithful men from all around acknowledging the good news, I can't help but be moved in my spirit.  One year in particular, a name in that section stood out to me.

10 And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.
11 For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.
Luke 2:10-11

I looked to Trevor after repeating the name a few times in my head.  Unlike most names I suggest, he actually liked this one!  And Trevor is tough to please when it comes to baby names... that little bugger!  Okay, so maybe Dexter wasn't my best suggestion. ;)

Once we found out we were pregnant we started at ground-zero with names, just to get a feel for what the Lord was encouraging us to choose for this baby.  As you know, we flew home to California in April to announce the pregnancy to our families.  After sharing the news with Trevor's family at the pier, we ventured towards the shore to see the waves and walk along the sand.  Trevor and his sister Desiree chose to walk to the water while his parents and I stayed back to chat.  

From afar we could see them goofing around together, walking in and out of the water and writing in the sand.  Just for memory's sake I snapped a few pictures of them and they took a few of their own.  At the time I hadn't thought to ask him what they wrote and neither of them offered to tell us.

A few weeks later, after finding out we're having a boy, I looked through Trevor's phone for pictures for the blog.  That's when I discovered these little jewels:


At the time, we had a few names we were mulling over but we hadn't decided on one yet--guys, we didn't even know we were having a boy!  It was the only name he wrote in the sand.  He didn't even write any of the girls name we were considering for good measure, just David.  Chills traveled over my body when I found the photo, for reals.  Right then I knew our son would be called David.  After matching it with my maiden name Wyatt, we were set.  He has a name!  Cool thing is, each name (including Coles) is 5-letters long which coincidentally, 5 is my favorite number. 

Another thing to mention, if I had been a boy my name would have been Andrew David.  Also, he'll likely be born in December which is when we celebrate the birth of Christ and read the account of Luke with, of course, the verses I mentioned earlier.  There's a lot of layers to our baby's name and I love that about it!

2-3 July 2017:  San Diego Babymoon | Balboa Park, Coronado Municipal Park & Seaworld!

After submitting last week's post, we hit the road towards San Diego!  To say it was a busy weekend in San Diego is a grave understatement.  Fourth of July weekend brought out a lot of people--it was so busy!  Balboa Park was our first stop and walking amongst the gorgeous historic architecture of San Diego brought back wonderful memories from our honeymoon.  When we visited back in December of 2010, there was almost nobody there!  It was a rainy holiday season and thankfully, we had the whole place to ourselves.  This visit was much more lively!  Musicians played in the streets, all the venues were open and we finally got to experience the vibrant, urban roots of San Diego.

Sorry, shaky camera work as usual.  I don't claim to be a good videographer!

We took it easy that day, just walking around and enjoying the atmosphere.  There's a lot to see in the museums, much of which we already viewed years ago.  If you're interested in stopping by Balboa Park, do it!  Be prepared to wait a bit for an open parking spot in the free-parking lot, bring some money for the museums and enjoy!


After Balboa Park, it was time for Municiple Beach!  Trevor carried me on his shoulders as we trekked through the city streets of 'Nado to reach Hotel Coronado.  This is the spot where the movie Some Like It Hot, featuring Marilyn Monroe, was filmed.

Later that day we checked-in to our on-base hotel room and then went out for dinner.
  
In the courtyard in front of Hotel Coronado!  Beach views directly in front of us.

Navy Lodge on base!
Ready to dive into our meals!

The next morning we met up with Trevor's brothers and their families at Seaworld!  Being pregnant, I couldn't go on any rides but Anna and I agreed to head back to Seaworld next year and go on all the rides together!  Trevor and I were able to get free tickets for ourselves and six other family members so we were happy to explore the park with family!  

Wet from the water slide, the three brothers are lined up; youngest to eldest.

Trevor, Dustin, Heather, Logan, Lindsay and Caitlyn.
Thanks for these shots, Anna!

It was a hot, sunny day in San Diego and we had a lot of fun!  Later on in the day, Trevor and I spent some time alone in the park.  We walked around the shops and picked up this little babymoon souvenir:

It's a little lovey and it comes with a rattle!  We had to get it.
Swaying to the beat of the live music show!
Our bellies ;)

In one of the shops I found a little Seaworld plaque that I plan on using as an ornament.  I love collecting meaningful ornaments!  In fact, I turned a little dream-catcher into an ornament that we bought from one of the museums at Balboa Park 7 years ago!  I'm reminded of these great memories every year when decorating the tree, and it's a beautiful thing!

4 July 2017:  The Making of Luke | David's Build-A-Bear Puppy
July 4th is the birthday of our great nation and the birthday of our little boy's teddy bear!  Or I should say, his plushie puppy.  Isn't it cute?!


The Making of Luke:  David's Plushie Puppy!

Anna gave us the idea to record David's heartbeat and place it in the teddy and we're so glad we did!  It's such a cool aspect of the stuffed animal--a real keepsake!  It's kinda hard to see in the video but Trevor wrote "Daddy" and I added "+ Mom" (Would have preferred to write "Mommy" but there was little room left!).  Trevor had the honor of stuffing the teddy with fluff.  The associate asked us each to make a wish and Trevor said he wished good health for the baby and I wished/prayed for his salvation; that he would come to know the Lord and be a faithful man of God.

We registered the bear that same day and had to choose a name for him.  We fought a bit on this because I wanted to name the puppy after David, but Trevor wanted it to have its own name.  The first name to come to Trevor's mind was Luke, and in that moment I remembered my favorite passage in Luke chapter 2.  And so we compromised and the little doggie's name is:

AKA "Luke"
"Luke" in his dress blues! ;)

It's as if God placed the name Luke on Trevor's heart to remind me of my alone-time spent with Jesus 5+ years ago.  In that moment, a flood of joy hit me as I recalled God's whispers to me: that we would someday have a baby, in fact a son, and I would find his name in God's word.  It's all so perfect (and I don't use that word often!) and wonderful.  Brings tears to my eyes as I think of how incredible God is and how special He makes every little thing in our lives.  His gifts are abundant and I cannot contain my admiration for our awesome God!

7 July 2017:  Securing an OBGYN at Little Company of Mary
Spent the day researching OBGYNs that accept Tricare and deliver at Little Company of Mary (Thanks for your help, Anna!).  It came down to only three choices, one of which was too far away.  So really, just two.  After I double-checked with Tricare, it turns out only one of those two actually accepts Tricare.  I called the doctor and explained we're a military family and he agreed to let me skype and film the birth for Trevor.  We're so fortunate for this.  Hopefully this promise stays true and Trevie can be a part of the birth!

9 July 2017:  Our Own Little Maternity Photoshoot
Along the cliffs overlooking Redondo Beach is where we set up our camera to take some quick shots of the belly and of us together.  Unless he's able to come home for the birth, this was our last day to get some priceless photos while I'm still pregnant with baby David.

 

And then our camera battery died so our cell phones came to the rescue!



Also, earlier in the day we took some pictures at Entradero Park, where Trevor grew up playing baseball with his brothers.  We used to sneak away to this park when we were dating to have some alone-time and make-out, haha!  There were many trees that played as witnesses to our humble beginnings.  One time his wrangler was parked there for so long that when we went back to the jeep we found a ticket for being parked there past park hours.


Week 18 Photos
Once again, pictured with an empty stomach.  Belly seems to double in size after eating breakfast.

Week 18 Updates
1.  Size of the baby?  Baby is 5.5 inches long and weighs about 7 ounces; about the size of a bell pepper!
2.  What's developing this week?

3.  Current weight? 132.  Trying to slowdown the weight gain by eating a bit better.
4.  Movement?  Yes!  So fun.
5.  Sleep?  Waking up to pee is so much fun.  Just kidding.
6.  Symptoms?
  • Tired.  Growing a baby is hard work.
  • Bit of back pain.
  • Hungry all the time.
  • Decrease in sex drive.
  • Boobs are popping out of my bra!  Need to stick to wearing sports bras to hold them down.
7.  Cravings and Aversions?  Same stuff.  Craving sweets and tomatoes. 
8.  Best moment this week?  So many to name!  I would say walking around Coronado at night as we looked for a place to eat was my favorite moment from the week.  We held hands, laughed a lot and it was a lively night to be out and about.
9.  Prayer requests?  That God would take care of my Trevie as he travels.
10.  What are you looking forward to for next week?  Doctor's appointment on Tuesday.

Sunday, July 2, 2017

17 Weeks

San Diego, here we come!  Hopefully, by the time you're reading this we'll be exploring Old Town San Diego State Park, Balboa Park or heading back to San Diego Embarcadero to reenact this honeymoon picture we took 7 years ago!

We didn't have a fancy camera back then.  On our drive down to SD, we stopped into a CVS to buy an old school disposable!  We have only a few pictures from our honeymoon, but oddly enough we appreciate that.  We weren't busy taking pictures, we were living!  What isn't pictured remains as Kodak moments that are safely stored inside our memories.

And maybe this one too, we'll see...

With only one week until we're 4-months pregnant, Trevor and I are looking forward to a fun, relaxing babymoon trip and trust me, we need it. 

July is here, and you can guess why I'm not too happy about it.  This is the month Trevie deploys and the anticipation has been so hard on us.  It's a struggle not to cry every time I really think about him leaving.  Needless to say, it's been another tough week for us.  Overall, it's enjoyable but emotions run high on Fridays.  Perhaps once Trevor leaves Fridays will shift from being a negative day to a positive day; one-more-week-down celebration instead of a painful reminder of our time slipping away.

We're stepping into our last few days together and I'm a mess.  We've counted out the days and weeks he'll be gone and doing so somehow brings me a bit of comfort.  Albeit, this will change if his unit gets extended.  Please join us in praying that his unit will not be extended.   Sincerely, it would mean the world to us.

26 June 2017:  Dealing with Military Insurance  |  California Edition
So I, once again, had to prove to the military that I'm pregnant.  In order to begin receiving coverage here in California, Tricare West sent me to the Los Angeles Air Force Base to take a pregnancy test.  Later that same day I received a call from the head nurse:

"Mrs. Coles, your pregnancy test results are in and it's positive."
"Well that's good, seeing as how I'm 16-weeks pregnant."
"Oh, you already knew?  Okay good!"

Bad news is Torrance Memorial Hospital does not accept Tricare, so little boy will not be born at his daddy's hospital.  A referral has been submitted for me to receive an OBGYN in my area and according to the Tricare customer service reps, there are a lot of providers in Redondo Beach.  So perhaps we'll be at Little Company of Mary.  I've heard great things about that hospital and it's very close to home so hopefully it's an option for us.

29 June 2017:  Week-in-Review + Trevor's Mom & Sister Come To Town
Most of our week was spent hitting up our favorite eateries--we can't help it!  If this deployment is anything like his time away during training then I will rarely spend money and hardly go out-to-eat.  Granted, I'm here with lots of friends and family (and I'm pregnant!) so I doubt the experiences will be exactly the same but nonetheless, I'm sure my extra spending will be minimal.  Which is fantastic because we're using this deployment to our advantage financially by paying off debts and saving as much $$$ as we can! 

Even still, all of it is worth it.  Our time together is limited and I want to soak up as much of it at our favorite places as I can.

On Thursday, Sabrina (Trevor's mom) and Desiree (his sister) drove down from San Miguel to spend the day with us.  We had a lot of fun with them and Trevor was so excited to see them again before he takes off.  We had lunch, went to the theater to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 5:  Dead Men Tell No Tales, walked around the Del Amo Mall a bit and ended the day flying kites on the shores of our favorite beach.


Week-In-Review Pictures:
A handyman's work is never finished!
Cruising past the dog park on 190th.
An Air Force uniform for our little man's teddy bear!  Teddy bear already outranks daddy. 

30 June 2017:  Felt Baby Boy Move!
Early Friday morning I was laying in bed while eating cereal.  While resting the bowl on top of my belly I felt pressure where my belly met the bowl, if that makes sense.  There was a rolling sensation.  Trevor ran over and as I lifted up the bowl Trevor placed his hand on my belly.  We could both feel the bulge of the baby which, as I mentioned before, you can kinda cup with one hand.  My belly was super hard as if we were feeling baby's back, although we're not sure.  As Trevor briefly rested his hand there we both felt the baby move away (probably got annoyed with us touching him, hah!).   It was so incredible!  So grateful that Trevor has had a few instances of feeling the baby move! 

Week 17 Photos

Week 17 Updates
1.  Size of the baby?  Baby is 5.1" long and weighs about 5.9 ounces!  About the size of a pomegranate (or turnip).
2.  What's developing this week?

3.  Current weight? 130!  Total weight-gain so far:  13 pounds.
I've officially crossed into 130 and I gotta say, at first it felt a little daunting to see that number.  Obviously, I'm not too concerned with weight (never have been), as long as I'm healthy.  It's just a two-second adjustment of a 29-year-old brain that's used to seeing much lower numbers, that's all.  My body's changing and that's pretty dang exciting!
4.  Movement?  Yes!!!  Bubbles popping; rolling sensations.
5.  Sleep?  This week I woke up 1-2 times to pee. 
6.  Symptoms?
  • Very tired earlier in the week!  Baby supposedly had a large growth spurt.
  • Fridays are emotionally tough days for me.
  • Dry eyes.
  • Increased appetite.
  • Itchy boobs and belly.  Hence the scratch on my left side in the update photos!
  • Dizzy from laying on back.  Need to switch to laying on side.
  • Heartburn.
7.  Cravings and Aversions?  Craving anything sweet:  Chocolate, donuts, pancakes with strawberries and whipped cream.  Walked through the frozen food aisle and the aversion to frozen meals wasn't as strong but still slightly an issue.
8.  Best moment this week?  Feeling the baby move together.
9.  Prayer requests?  Just strength from the Lord for this week and next week especially.  Thank you :)
10.  What are you looking forward to for next week?  San Diego Babymoon :)

Sunday, June 25, 2017

16 Weeks

Two weeks into the second trimester and I was feeling pretty good, except for last night.

Suppose I took my DHA prenatal too late again but honestly, I was still full from dinner!  Thought I was in the clear.  If you're newly pregnant and find that you're sensitive to DHA, don't take this stuff.  If you're interested, these don't make me sick so maybe they'll work for you too.

On the plus side of things, we booked our babymoon!  In 2010, we celebrated our honeymoon in San Diego and now we're heading back before baby arrives.  We're so excited!  Dustin, Anna and their babies will be joining us for one day while we're there so we can all explore Sea World together.

They say all good things must end someday...

 

19 June 2017:  FoCo Apartment Move-Out Day!  +  Road Trip to California!
It's been a crazy week!  On Monday we turned in the keys to our Fort Collins apartment, loaded up the jeep with only the essentials, set up our extra large cage in the backseat, then hit the highway heading west towards Los Angeles!  I had planned to take a few pictures of the apartment once it was empty but honestly, I was ready to move on--literally.  Once I had the chance to snap a few shots of the place the thought slipped my mind.  We've got memories there and that's all I care to hold onto.

But, for those of you who asked for it, here ya go. An (almost) empty-apartment tour!


Zelda & Champ (and Canna's eye) watching Trevor load up the jeep.
My favorite magnet :)  Just thought you should know.

Trevor was awake for over 24 hours before our final walk-through so I drove Monday and he picked up the rest of the trek on Tuesday.  We assumed we might make it into Los Angeles Wednesday morning but luckily we got in Tuesday night.  We've slept in our car during road trips before but being pregnant changes everything.  My back throbbed and my legs ached from sitting too long.  The cramps I had after lunch on Tuesday weren't pleasant either.

Other than stopping for gas, we pulled over a few times along the way to view the sights although we often didn't take pictures.   I enjoyed those brief little moments with Trevor.  Utah, Arizona and Nevada had blistering temperatures so a quick 5-10 minute break was all we needed to rejuvenate ourselves.  Plus, how can you not stop when you see incredible views?

Bye-bye Colorado.
For you Star Wars Nerds, enjoy!


21 June 2017:  Coles Cats ---> California

 

Cats have been adjusting pretty well to their new home.  Trevor and I are still actively upgrading the cabin to fit our needs but things are coming along.  They enjoy being on the second floor (loft) and so far it's been an easy transition for everyone.


22 June 2017:  Public Announcement of Baby's Gender!
With the gender reveal party last Saturday, we chose to publicly announce that we're expecting a baby boy on Thursday!  I suppose there's many ways we could've shared the news but, as you know, this picture represents a blissful day for us.  We stick with what's authentic to us; individually and as a couple.  We're just two mountain-junkies who love spending quality time together!  No fancy pictures needed.  This moment was enough.


23 June 2017:  Hormones or Circumstance?
Not gonna lie, Friday was rough.  Most days I'm a go-with-the-flow kinda girl but I had a long to-do list for Friday.  At 8am I was ready for the day, meanwhile Trevor (after spontaneously beginning several "little projects") wasn't ready to leave the house until 12:30pm!  By the time we made it to the Air Force on-base clinic they had closed for the day.  It was only 1pm and it turns out they closed at noon.  Who closes at noon?!  The military.

I was livid.  Plus, my intention was to be finished with all of our errands by noon so we could spend the rest of the day with my mom who had requested a half-day at work to be with us.  By the time we got home she was resting and we didn't want to disturb her.

Emotionally, I was a mess.  I cried and lashed out.  It was very hard to calm myself down, especially when I knew the issue was much deeper.  Friday represents the end of the week...  One more week down, just a precious few remain.

Anger is a funny thing.  It makes you feel in control but only exemplifies a complete loss of control.  Putting up walls doesn't make things easier, it only builds regret.  In those moments I want to slow down time.  I want to stop him from leaving.  And when I realize I can't stop him, I fantasize about going with him.  It's a tough feeling to have, especially while pregnant.  These real feelings are magnified by the hormones of pregnancy which makes all of this almost too much to bear.

After taking some time for myself, I prayed;  I had lost sight of my blessings.  Then I took a nap.  All of these things helped tremendously.

Talked with my mom later that night and she explained, "It's the hormones, Jacq!  It's the hormones."  But it's not just that.  It's the circumstance.  It's my husband leaving possibly never to return.  It's him missing the second-half of our first pregnancy.  It's knowing he'll miss the birth of our son.  It's not being able to make the days I have with him longer and the days without him shorter.  It's all of these things and more.  And there's nothing I can do about it.  That's what it is.

24 June 2017:  Logan & Lindsay's Birthday Party
Thankfully Saturday was much more enjoyable.  Our niece and nephew celebrated their birthdays together and it was fun to spend time with Trevor's family.  I love seeing him play with his brothers, in only a way full-grown men can.  Their history enables them to play as little boys would: laughing together, wrestling, punching and teasing each other, haha.  He's close with both of them and I'm glad they spent the day together.  And of course, we spent time with the little ones in our family tree!  You may remember this little red-headed cutie, our nephew Jacob!



Trevor, his younger brother Dustin and their eldest brother Casey.

Krispy Kremes are a California must-have and ooooooooh, we've missed them!  So after the party we drove to Gardena to pick up a few.  We did not intend to buy a whole dozen, I swear.  One thing led to another and yeah.  No regrets.


Week 16 Photos

FYI:  This avocado is only 4" long.  Couldn't find a bigger one.

Week 16 Updates
1.  Size of the baby?  4.5" long and weighs about 3.5 ounces; about the size of an avocado!
2.  What's developing this week?  

3.  Current weight? 126. Total gained: 9 pounds.
4.  Movement?  Sometimes I think I can feel flutters.
5.  Sleep?  I don't wake up to pee every night but some nights I wake up 2-3 times.
6.  Symptoms?
  • Thirsty.
  • Boob pain is back.
  • Round ligament pain.
  • Officially starting to show!  But really only when I'm wearing a dress.
  • Occasional back pain and light cramping.
  • Before I get out of bed in the morning I usually have a noticeable bump "sitting" on top of my belly.  It's in-between my belly button and pubic bone and it's big enough to cup with one hand. 
  • Urge to pee during the day has increased dramatically.
  • One massive emotional day last week.  Was it hormonal or circumstantial?  You be the judge.
  • Honorable mention:  Trevor has started referring to himself as "daddy" in the third person narrative.  He will sometimes call me "mommy."
7.  Cravings and Aversions?  Craving donuts earlier in the week but I'm pretty sure that's just me, not the baby.  But we'll just blame it on the baby. ;) Aversion to meat is less although still prevalent.
8.  Best moment this week?  Walking around Ikea and eating Swedish meatballs with Trevor.  And each morning that Trevor kisses my belly to say hello to the baby:


9.  Prayer requests?  Please pray:
  • That God would guide me in how to stay close to Trevor while still letting go.
  • For the next few weeks to be enjoyable.  And that we would embrace the time we have left.
  • For adjusting to living here.
10.  What are you looking forward to for next week?  Don't have a lot of plans set for next week (mostly working on the cabin), but next Sunday we'll be driving down to San Diego! 

Sunday, June 18, 2017

15 Weeks

Now that we've arrived in California and are settling in I finally have time to update you guys!  Side-note:  I am exhausted!  It's been non-stop go-go-go around here and I still feel like my head is spinning.  Everyone's doing good though and Trevor and I are grateful to be starting this next chapter of our lives near family.

It was an emotional week, let me tell you.  Between seeing the baby again via a 14-week ultrasound, heavy cramping and back pain and the emotional process of moving... it's felt like a long week.  While Trevor was still away I found an old journal of his (we've read through it together a few times before so don't think I'm snooping!) but reading it this past week somehow hit me differently than before.  I blame pregnancy hormones.  He started writing in it a few months before we met and would periodically update it.  He was sweet and surprisingly only wrote good things about me!  ‍‌‌‌‌‌‍‌‍‍😂😂😂

But he also mentions some tough times his family went through and it's clear he carried a lot of burden on his shoulders back then.  Between the two of us, I'm the more expressive one so it's refreshing to literally read his mind.  His journals are like time-capsules to relive those early moments in our relationship and, although it's a bit painful to read, I cherish them.

12 June 2017:  Braxton Hicks Contractions and Severe Back Pain
Early Monday morning I woke up to excruciating back pain and stomach cramping.  It was awful!  My instinct was to run to the bathroom because I was sure I was miscarrying.  In that moment I tried to think of how I would get myself to the hospital because Trevor was still away in California.  

Thankfully, no blood.  Very quickly I peed, washed my hands and ran back to bed to lie down.  Within a few seconds I was fine--pain was completely gone.  The same incident happened the next night during which Trevor was home, thankfully.  Once it became clear the BH contractions were a result of dehydration and a full bladder, adjustments were made.  I've been so busy packing and moving boxes that my water in-take has suffered greatly. 

14 June 2017:  OBGYN Appt + 2nd Ultrasound (14w3d) + Trevor's DNA Test Results
On Wednesday we met Dr. Karen Hayes who, if we weren't moving to California tomorrow, would have assisted in the delivery of our baby boy!  Not gonna lie, appointment felt a little unnecessary once she discovered we were moving in less than a week but we made good use of the time.  I spoke with her about the cramps I had been having among other questions I was saving specifically for her.  All-in-all it was a helpful visit.  Due to my minor scoliosis, she recommends I ask my next OB for a PT referral and a maternity belt so I will look into that when the time comes.

In an odd twist of fate, we were able to see the baby again!  Thanks cramps, I really appreciate it.


He's filled out more since the last ultrasound and, much like the first time we saw him, he's still an active little guy.  Without fail, whenever the technician stopped moving the wand the baby kicked out his legs as if he was pushing off against my uterine wall.  Heartbeat was 154 and he's still looking great.  Trevor filmed the appointment again so I'll post it here as soon as it finishes processing!

Earlier that morning we got the follow-up call from my midwife regarding Trevor's genetic testing results.  Turns out he's not a carrier for Spinal Muscular Atrophy so baby boy will not have SMA, although he could be a carrier of it like I am. 

17 June 2017:  Gender Reveal Party & Fort Collins Baby Shower
By Saturday we were feeling pretty tired and a bit stressed.  Didn't realize we owned so much stuff!  We made several trips to the Goodwill and Arc Thrift Store to donate what we couldn't sell to pawn shops.  Moving forward I want to work on living simpler and with less material stuff around us.

With that said, the party was a much needed (temporary) escape from the boxes and chaos in our apartment.  We had our closest friends there, many of whom are already parents.  We're so glad we made the time to spend with them before we move!  It was so worth it.

Trevor had filled the balloons full of varying shades of blue for the gender reveal but this idea ended up being a huge fail!  On the way to Emily's house one of the balloons popped and paint burst all over the canvas and other balloons.  There was no salvaging it but we all had a good laugh over it.  Thankfully Emily bought some confetti poppers (which came with bags of blue and pink confetti) so we used those to reveal to our friends that we're expecting a little boy!

18 June 2017:  Movers + Trevor's First Father's Day!


Sunday morning I went to King Sooper's to pick up a 4" orange for this week's posting, but I felt like a straight-up crazy woman pulling out my measuring tape to size-up oranges at the grocery store.  I had to do it guys, we've got a theme going so I couldn't not do it.  While I was there I remembered it was Father's Day so I spent a bit of time trying to find Trevor a sweet little gift to celebrate.  I only had a few bucks in hand so I picked out donuts for each us and bought him two $1 lotto scratchers.  We don't usually play the lottery but he enjoys picking up a few scratchers every once in awhile and so I went with it.  It was his day so, ya know, gotta go with what he likes!  Both tickets combined... he won $16!  Later that night I ordered a pizza so it's safe to say he thoroughly enjoyed his very first Father's Day.

Week 15 Photos


Week 15 Updates
1.  Size of the baby? Baby measures 4" from crown to rump and weighs about 2.5 ounces (about the size of an apple or navel orange).
2.  What's developing this week?
 3.  Current weight?  124.  Up one pound from last week.
4.  Movement?  Nope, just pressure on my right side.
5.  Sleep?  Other than waking up from cramps and back pain, it's been good.  Cannot lay on my side this week.
6.  Symptoms?
  • Pubic bone pain all week.
  • Emotional; Crying while reading an old journal of Trevor's.
  • Three instances of Braxton Hicks.
  • Fatigue while packing--had to take breaks often.
7.  Cravings and Aversions?  Craved the Original Chicken Sandwich from Chick-fil-A.  No new aversions.
8.  Best moment this week?  Seeing the baby again and going out to lunch with my husband afterwards.
9.  Prayer requests?  That the cats would cope and adjust well to the move.
10.  What are you looking forward to for next week?  Moving forward.